I'm not a licensed therapist. Not a traditionally trained shaman. Not a love-and-light manifestation coach. But I am someone who walked through fire and learned how to alchemize it into light.
For the black sheep, soul-searchers, and fire-walkers ready to transform their deepest wounds into sacred medicine.
Born and raised in Thailand, I learned early that survival meant becoming invisible. A narcissistic father and workaholic mother taught me that love was conditional—earned through perfection or performance.
What began as childhood trauma became a lifelong journey through the underworld. Medical emergencies, immigration battles, chronic illnesses, heartbreaks—each crisis stripped away another layer of who I thought I was supposed to be.
After 10+ years of rewiring myself through psychotherapy, somatic healing, and 150+ sacred plant medicine journeys, I discovered something radical: my wounds weren't mistakes to fix. They were doorways to power.
Now I guide others to reclaim every exiled part of themselves—not as a project to fix, but as a soul to welcome home.
What I Carry, What I've Alchemized
Suicidal since age 6
Narcissistic father, workaholic mother, caning and bullying in school, religious trauma, emotional neglect.
Medical trauma and chronic illness
Illegal abortion, 10+ hospitalizations, 2 near-death experiences, invisible illnesses such as endometriosis, IBS, interstitial cystitis, etc.
Soul initiation through substances
150+ psychedelic journeys, from recreation to therapy—substance use as medicine and teacher.
Survival and resilience
Solo immigration for 10+ years, unemployment, love addiction, soul-crushing heartbreaks, too many dark nights to count.
Who I Am Now
Emotional Resilience
I wake up every day with a deep sense of peace and gratitude.
I no longer identify with my suffering—I live from my center, not my scars.
Triggers no longer hijack me; I bounce back quickly with awareness and grace.
I’ve reparented myself and learned to befriend anger, grief, shame, and resentment.
Physical Healing
I am fully recovered from chronic conditions like endometriosis, IBS, etc.
I have a loving, intuitive relationship with my body.
Movement is joy: I skip through parks, dance in the streets, and sing at bus stops with ease and freedom.
Inner Sovereignty
I’ve unsubscribed from hustle culture—I live attuned to my inner compass.
I trust my intuition completely and let it lead my decisions, creativity, and rest.
I no longer chase validation, love, or belonging. I belong deeply to myself.
I am truly happy being single and no longer need romantic relationships to feel whole.
Soul-led Connections
I am surrounded by conscious, self-aware humans who value truth, mutual respect, emotional fluency, and clean conflict resolution.
I attract aligned opportunities, dream goals, and abundance with ease.
I’ve healed my anxious attachment, people-pleasing, and enmeshment patterns—they no longer run the show.
My parents are proud of the woman I've become. I'm proud of myself too.
I Don't Just Teach This. I Live It.
Living in Sacred Community
I live with mystics and healers. My circles are therapists and seekers who walk this path daily.
Embodied Practice
These practices aren't my side gig—they are my nervous system's language, my way of breathing and loving.
Authentic Integration
I walk what I teach in relationships, rituals, and how I hold space. This is how I listen. This is how I love.
Lineage & Trainings
Yoga & Movement
300-HR RYT in Elements of Power Yoga + Empowerment Yoga.
10+ years of yoga practice, conscious dance, and embodied healing practices.
Psychedelic Integration
Certified Somatic Psychedelic Facilitator via The Embody Lab.
5-MeO-DMT Integration & Facilitation Training with Toad School.
IFS, Somatic & Shadow Work
Trained by Dr. Gabor Maté, Dr. Devon Christie, Atira Tan, Richard Schwartz, Peter Levine, Luis Mojica, and Phil T. Mistlberger.
For the Ones Who've Walked Through Fire
This is for the black sheep. The soul-searchers. The ones who've been told they're too much—or not enough. If you've survived the chaos… If you've touched the void… If you're ready to turn your pain into power— I'm here.